P.s am fost la bookfest şi mi-am cumpărat Eat pray love o carte care sper să mă mai calmeze puţin, întrucât toate simţurile mele sunt cam nărăvaşe. Cartea asta pare a fi exact ce îmi lipseşte.
I was wearing Rayban sunglasses, Choice jacket, Champion sneakers, Zara blouse, Mango pants, handmade leather bag, no name scarf, Swarovski, earrings.
Today's quote: "Sometimes the best way to stay close to someone you love is by being just a friend."
What is this? Can it be love? It has to be confusion, memories mixed with fear of what could become, friendship, comfort zone, but I really hope this isn't love. It's impossible to be in love, again with the so called "wrong" guy. Might be the hormones, might be the fact that I feel so ME around him, maybe my desire to have someone in my life, the fact that the cats love him (??:))) or might be the reality, that he's hot and perfect. I haven't noticed all this until recently, when someone else said out loud what I had in my mind, "he's funny, smart and hot, he's a catch", I'm never wordless, but look at me now... I suppose I have to take a few steps back, calm a bit and see what I can lose if I go with the flow. So strange this new mood I have, like I didn't had a bucket of indecisions and I needed this one at the top. Are we friends, is this just a fad, are we more, what ever it is, it makes me blush and makes me hope to better days. Beside this cute part, where I blush and giggle, the support he offers is what is missing in my life now.
P.s I went to the bookfest event, and I bought something that might help me chill a bit, because all my senses are going wild, Eat pray love is what I need.